146.0 A chant that runs in my head 120.

I have been chanting everyday now to myself 120 120 120 120 120 120 120 120.

Get the picture.

Its a chant that I started many years ago when I wanted to reset my thermostat burn level. But alas another baby interrupted the chant and it took awhile to get back to it.

It was even written on a card siting in my mirror all those many years with a pic of my return to the skinny year after 3 births and 2 miscarriages.

When I started this lose journey back in February I looked at that card and pic and knew I would get there some day.

This next few months is it I am going to get there.

Even if I have to chant it when the boys beg for brownies and the brownies rise up out of the package and cry to me to eat them.

I will conquer so here goes 120 120 120 120 120 120 120 120 120 120 120 120 120 120 120 120 120 120.

Breakfast: Chocolate water, dang a spoon of Jer's wild brown rices.

Lunch: Talapia fish and cherry bell tomato's, an apple out the door to work and dang two crackers that Jer fed me that had peanut butter in the middle.

Dinner: Steak round rib eye, 2.5 ounce amount weighed raw, cucumbers with salt, dang a bite of that horrible begging brownie, never taking C boy shopping with me again he murders the diet with his treat begging. Didn't dare eat the orange with that many little calorie infractions leveled for this day. I just got to keep saying my goal that's it 120 120 120 120 120 120 120 120 120 120 120 120.