138.2 Killed by chilie, Steak day again.

I know I know it usually takes two days for a weight change to show up and here it is. It's not to bad but it's over two pounds again.
I had to study today to take my CDL test so I walked on the treadmill while reading my book and going over all the info I need to keep on my brain for the big test.
I also went to my closet and have to give away some of my cute long sleeved shirts because lets face it I now look like I am wearing a bag instead of trying to squeeze into these shirts. Such a crazy switch since last winter. I really like these shirts too but that's ok now I get to get some new things again.
Walking 2.5 miles while reading.
I ate my steak late in the evening and hope that there is a big drop. I am grappling with doing another round or waiting until after all the holiday's are over. I would hope that I could lose to my goal of 120 by Thanksgiving but do I risk the possible tangle that I have to work with over the holiday eats that are sure to be there to face. Especially when your supposed to restrict yourself from some many starches after the drops are done.

137.2 Just make a win on Cheese today.

Am I am going to start a settle point? The scale has stayed today and thats a good sign.
Breakfast was an omlet with salsa and goat cheese
40 min combination of jump ropeing, bollywood dancing, Hubby laughed at me, and crunches again, would have gone outside to ride a bike but it started to pour rain.

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Eating today ended up being a mess, missed lunch cause of my job and early out school today. Felt like stress eating while sitting on the bus cause the kids yelled so so loud today, they would not settle down. It was a rough bus ride, I wanted to drowned in food instead of hearing the shrill voices especially the one I have to sit beside that is just so out of control sometimes. Add eye Dr. appointments and still no lunch, rain and running kids to FFA things, still no food, crashed into eating oreo cookies out of sheer starvation while grabing food stuffs at the store. Around 9 pm finally ate celary with Hummus and almonds and rasins and wheat thins. What a meal combination. Wonder what the scale will do in the morning. Maybe a happy way to look at it is that I carb loaded to run in the morning hours. Guess I will just have to wait and see.

136.4 Sugar sugar everywhere!

I am feeling a bit sugar drowned. This morning I have a weak feeling every time I have to go up and down the stair case. I get everyone out to school and then look at my need for a healthy breakfast. Omelet with tomatoes, onions, celery, coconut oil and then here comes the struggle. Every meat that I want to use along with my omelet aside from getting a whole steak un-thawed is sugar laden. The can chicken has food starch, the can crab has sugar, the lunch meat turkey has dextrose and modified food starch, the turkey sausage has corn syrup. Needles to say I finally took a bit of ground beef cook it up and then mixed it in my omelet. Why do they have to put sugar or starch in everything. Hubby says its cause it makes it look prettier, seriously I am not sure how that makes cooked chicken look prettier but whatever.

Working on 2 mile run on treadmill and lots of crunches today.

A new blog to pursue on healthy eating. Here's one showing some sugar visuals.

Oh I figured out why I had the weak feeling all morning. The lovely Aunt Flo came to visit. This time there was not a single prep sign except maybe feeling a tad grouchy. None of my usual pre headache, pre arm ache where the blood flow seems to increase the volume level and makes my injured area hurt. It was strange to have no symptoms, kind of like when I was a young girl again. My partner sis said now it seems your symptom free because HCG is getting you straitened out hormonally. I guess that's a good thing as compared to the past misery when she comes that I have had to deal with.
Lunch a big green salad the last of the spinach and lettuce out of my garden today. Along with tiny steaks and some almonds for my dinner.
Have to train tonight about how to take kids on field trips what a eye opener.

135.6 New Numbering, Run like a Chilean!

So even though I did not have to get up early I did hitting the treadmill and pumped up a walk of two miles increasing and decreasing the speed.

I had wanted to use my cool new video that Lynn did in her giveaway. Alas the C boy hid the channel changer so I couldn't get to main workout parts and of course he is having a day with a cousin and wont answer his phone. So treadmill it was instead. I am feeling so great and even doing sit ups to tighten that lose gut of mine.

Now here is some inspiration that I really do believe is so true in facing stress and how to combat it go ahead click and read something very very inspiring it has to do with running and a Chilean miner rescued.

Did I mention that I love my job because I am off when they are all off of school to. So glad to not have to race off to work leaving them to undo any work I have accomplished.

Wrapped Christmas for the Faraway boy. Strange to wrap presents before Halloween even comes close. But it has to get in the mail or it will not get around the world in time for Christmas.

Lunch: hamburger, dill pickles (which are not really my favorite) bread crumbs from some home made bread not many just about the amount that would make up 4 melba rounds. No fruit because I snitched sweet potatoes fries 5 of them and then got out of the kitchen to a safer zone. Oh ya no more HHCG because the bottle is all gone. Just following the three day after finishing bottles protocol rule until it all gets out of my system.

Dinner: Grilled Chicken and sauteed onions on a wasa cracker making a sandwich sorta. Still doing super great.

Maintanace coming up.

137.6 Driving the big busses.

Well I got my first dose of driving a big bus. There is so much going on that you have to watch, like the mirrors and kids and buttons and then out on the road the corners if you turn. Easy pease when there are no children but not so great if there had been kids talking in my ear. I will have to learn to tune out until I am at a safe spot if a kid needs to talk to me. If you ever complain about your bus driver go ride the bus and then think about it in terms of being you driving and 70+ kids in your little car all talking at once. I really wish that there were aids to be able to ride every bus just to keep peace or seat belts that alarmed if taken off so that the kids had to stay in until their stop arrived.

Lunch: Fish with spinach, and strawberries with melba rounds.

Dinner: Hamburger very lean and tomatoes with melba rounds and an apple.

Murdered by popcorn cause the Hubby needed some on our date to see the movie Secretariat. Hopefully it will be like fiber and go right on through me.

140.0 GOT THE JOB wow.

So what was I worried about I know I am good with kids. I am the permanent aide for 3 handicapped children and also a sub bus driver once I do all the training and get my CDL. They kept me with both positions not just the aide. I hate to say it but a lot of the bus drivers are getting older and so they need younger and fresh to keep the buses moving. Maybe eating almonds isn't so bad after all especially if you cheat with a hot dog. Well other then THAT IS A LOT OF FIBER hello bathroom shall I say. This morning my insides where churning and I am glad when the whole body system settled down.

By this evening let me just say I am sooo glad that this was the last day for soccer until Mc plays his tournaments since his team is in top place. We started the long mess with a little girl didn't tell us that she had to get off at her Grandmas so we had to turn the bus around at the end of the route and take her back. I was late to pick all my boys up, we didn't get to eat dinner before leaving, we missed half of the first game for K boy. Thank Goodness Z wasn't late. Then a half hour wait and the Mc boy started his game. The Hubby went with us tonight we got pizza tons of it I was so hungry by 9:30pm I ate it who cares I wasn't ever going to get home to eat my protocol foods. We still had to swing over and watch the last of the C boy play an amazing game of football in the position that he loves where they finally stuck him tonight. Pretty girl moaned she really hates pizza but ate like me out of desperation.
Jer well he ate pizza and half an apple with the skin on. WOW now that is some progress in the eating department for him. It was even pizza that has sauce and pepperonis with cheese and the bread that's 4 types of sensations and textures add the apple and that's a total of 6 with the skin left on. I think school is getting him back into the swing of its ok to eat again. He does head start so that the peer pressure outside of our home will help him to be ok about eating. I know crazy thing to think of using a school setting for but when you have his issues as a parent you will try every angle necessary at your availability.

142.6 Singing a smoky song.

Ignore the time stamp on my camera the boys have altered it, the picture was taken Tue and its still looking like this. This is how we are breathing, lovely right! There was a tiny rise because of the birthday Z boys frozen cake. He cut it and said here Mom this one is special just for you. Oh boy that sang trouble I ate it and now pay it but one slice at least didn't do me in. Breakfast:Mint herbal tea with chocolate stevia to sweeten.


Lunch:Cumber salad with Strawberry vinagrette and tiny onions and grissine sticks. Grilled turkey breast of 3.5 oz.
Dinner:Chicken choped tomatoes and and apple with some wasa crackers.
Riding the bus was a bit explosive I had to defuse a fued that I guess is on going with some kids. At least it didn't blow while they were on the bus. I got an interview and the Bus driver said he hopes that they just give me the job because its making his ride alot easier. Next Tue. good vibes send my way please.