137.2 Backward sliding!

Last night my son had a football dinner with all the parents and players. Yep you guessed it should have not even gone but what do you do not show support? Fall on your face because the eats grab you? Do you fall and get up again or lay there letting more get you down and never reach your goal? Well me I will do better tomarrow and stay away from eats of all forms except the ones I am allowed while on HHCG!

4 Liters of water with grape stevia and HHCG drops for breakfast.

3 mile walk on treadmil carring my 3 pound weights and moving my arms lots in many ways.

Lunch: Talopia, cucmbers with apple slices and soem waldon farms raspberry vinagrette and melba rounds of course.

Dinner: On the race out the door to wrestling matches. Chicken and a tomatoe with a melba round. Eating the apple in the car as we hurry over the mountain top to see what happens on the mat with two Jr. High wrestling boys that live at this house.

141.0 Driving to see Jers growth Doctor.

I ate Popcorn with caramel on it because Jer wanted it and I couldn't resist the stuff taunting me.
I ate almonds because the drive made me a nervous wreck and I had to hurry three hours there and back better then biting my lip to a bloody pulp.
I ate a beef hot dog wrapped in a pretzel that Jer wanted and then only ate a few bites off the top.
I ate my lunch of salad with tuna on it because I didn't have anything else that could travel with me and was cooked up. I ate wasa cracker with it.
I ate lots of the raw almonds again. Trying to keep myself from being nervous as the traffic squeezed in to me on the way home. I made it back in time with seconds to spare to my newly required CPR class so that I can continue being a sub aide on the bus. Hopefully this will turn into permanent aide soon.
I ate my one apple and then nothing else because I cheated enough and went outside of protocol and ate because I couldn't waste the stupid beef hot dog. So glad I am home safe tomorrow with my stove near at home and maybe my metabolism has kicked into gear and I won't suffer since you know that's all fiber type foods well not the hot dog but oh well that's what happens when you have to go see a Dr. for you little guy and get home on a time limit.
By the way the amount of Medicine they can give has been reached the top in what his body can handle at the moment. His growth is slow but it has been happening, now if we could just get him to allow himself to consume the calories that he needs outside of his list of will and will not eat.

151.4 What a day!!!!!!!!

So I have a packed cooler to carry all my foods and my little guys pedisures in. When all the other kids hit the bus we hit the road. I have it timed so that I can make all my potty spots and hit the end of the 3 hour drive to the Endocrinologist Dr. or Grow Doc as my other kids call him with an extra 30 min to spare window by 10:30 am. Drive time is pretty good he asks to stop at my regular stop and we jump back in to get to the next potty spot about 1 hour away. After that we hit the spot where I am supposed to take an upper division freeway that moves me away from the clogging artery that is downtown traffic jam, I miss the get off spot because a truck won't let me in and I have noticed that several cars are getting off. I decide to stay in the fast lane or commuter lane and when I can I will take the next freeway that will keep me out of the downtown traffic clog. CRAP 9:40 am all of a sudden everyone is at a dead stand still and I have thirty min to get to the top of the valley which if I hadn't missed the first get off I would almost be there. Then I can't wiggle my way over the 5 lanes to the next get off so I end up stuck having to go all the way to the downtown get off and all thirty extra min eaten by some kids that were all standing on the side of the freeway. There wasn't even smashed cars and the whole 5 lanes for 30 min can't hardly get past the 5 cop cars, I guess talking to the 5 kids.

You do not be late to this Doctors office. He is only in on Mon. and Fri. till 11:30 and when I made this appointment he was booked 3 months out. We drive way to fast to get there and mercy is on our side someone else has slowed his whole day. I can't believe the stress, the news is good the little Jer is growing a tiny bit more and he is a perfect angle because he knows they will give him a great prize. Can you believe it the Doc wants to see us in 4 and 6 months and he is booked out 8 months.

Breakfast: I ate my grapefruit half before leaving the house.

Lunch: Precooked and seasoned chicken with melba toasts and salted celery sticks.

Dinner: Fajita beef, spinach leaves, grissini sticks, and an orange. I warmed my beef in a convenience stores microwave.

I was pretty good today, it's hard when your Little guy wants to share his fried chicken bite and his gummy candy bears (healthy kind) and you shouldn't refuse because you need to model that it's yummy to eat and that you are a willing eater. It sure screws up the diet plan.

Visiting a few like 4 novelty stores

Bulk shopping

Health food store

Lets end the day with picking up the other young ones from my sis and being pulled over for a bulb out on my brights of a car that just past inspection, mercy again only a warning.

I have a bad headache!!!

I am greatful that my hubby was awake and carried all the bulk food into the house and took all the little boys up to bed right away. Good night, I am sleeping in in the morning!!